Alex Loh

It finally happen...

2011-10-22T21:42:00.002+08:00

what we though will not happen had happen...

so what are we going to do about it?

i wanna solve the problem by just dun use it and pass it back to you, i only got 1 more week till i can drop all i want and it will hurt you a tiny bit...

i really wonder it that thing more important or me?

I am clumsy and that is me, rather then scolding and complaint about it, do something about it. dun want me drop that thing of your? then i will give you back, and what is it that u say?

just got to say i am pissed and still pissed...

Worried

2011-10-01T02:20:00.001+08:00

Feeling worried about some girl... having headache yet unable to sleep or do anything much. worse still she is feeling pissed...

reason why?

i dunno...

just wanna tell you I love you and don't worry too much on anything and do your best at your "A" level...

Yours and Only

Shi Chang

Aleve

2011-08-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

Just a random post that i come up with the name Aleve, it look like A level :p haha but then found interesting think when i google it :P interesting :p

2011-05-29T03:06:00.002+08:00

To most the sky is the limit, but to you the sky is the beginning.

Quote to share

2011-05-10T00:48:00.002+08:00

The happiest people don't have the best of everything,they just make the best of everything

- by something (not too sure by who)

Wanna share that and also can't fall a sleep have lots in my mind, rather stressful, SIP,MP, Projects and stuff...

however wonder what is happening to me recently, i had being quite tired and skipping lesson reason being not feeling well in the morning. Guess is due to lack of sleep. Almost slept near 3~5 hours/day which is not enough for me - i know i am such a pig. But really not able to take it... too much stuff... shall try to sleep..

Best Wishes

Rain Maker

A quote

2011-02-14T01:33:00.001+08:00

"Passwords are like underwear: you do not let people see it, you should change it very often, and you should not share it with strangers." (Chris Pirillo)

WTF Day

2011-02-11T22:45:00.005+08:00

Read it if u understand... view in firefox :)

Do not feel good today, Since the morning not sure why had being going to toilet for almost 3hours

feel much better after eating some i dunno what pills. Went over to ESSS by right want to fix the network system. However unsure why but the connection is very unstable.. need more laptop... as for the computer, forget it... that all i will say... after that was helping the jr ventures on some map skills. However got to go half way...For dinner and yec meeting...

The meeting was ok quite fun but then towards the end of the meeting i totally dun feel good...

Dun like that not well feeling =(

Please let me sick after 25th Feb or on that day... let me finish all my projects and things argh!!!

That all,

Sc...

2011-02-08T21:14:00.002+08:00

A blank post with colored words...

Only those who know how to read this will get to read it...

During CNY was ok the first 3 days was fun and enjoyable. Won alot hehe :)

sometime i feel that i am extra...

But during all those days my mood is ruin by either my parent or school work or by my girl >.<... I am extremely pissed off when she last min say not able to come over my side to bai nai... It was like she can go over her friends house and bai but then mine? cannot... feel very pissed by that. It make me feel so unimportant, like just any other stranger... it hurts... not phyically but hurting my heart...

Sometime I think that I am being too nice to you...

enough of that, 2nd days of school after CNY, i took an MC. Fever in the morning with bad cough and sore throat.
Sometime i wonder if i done the right thing?...

Best Wishes
Shi Chang...

爱老虎油

2011-01-03T01:04:00.003+08:00

爱

老

虎

油

The best type of oil for Lovers :)

Last Day of 2010...

2010-12-31T19:13:00.002+08:00

Last Day of 2010...

not good mood...

going "miss" till 2011...

Day 4

2010-11-17T22:18:00.004+08:00

Today is the Day 4 since she left, the first 3 days was good with msn and google. Unsure of what that result those to be down.

Guess none of my words can reach her... other then leaving them at here to let her read when she is back...

Today i felt so irritated, should be the chatting that resulted in this. However knowing you might not be able to read the email, i do not know what to do other then blog here and wait for you to be back...

Just wanna say,

I love you baby, and please stay safe...

I am listening to our song... and it now really mean a lot...

With love

Shi Chang

Birthday

2010-08-15T00:28:00.002+08:00

Mine 18th Birthday :)

hehe just wanna say thank you to all my friends who had wished me and my parents :)

and YEAH i going to apply for my Basic Theory Test this month anyone interested in joining me? hehe

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

August

2010-08-01T05:43:00.002+08:00

this month i do not had a good start...

shi chang, the sick and emo guy...

7th

2010-07-06T21:55:00.003+08:00

This is the 7th month yesterday... but to tell the fact, not really in the mood to celebrate due to my exam. But i am glad i meet up with my baby :) love the time spend together. Thought the time is short(1hr +) then i am back doing my project...

Just wanna say I love you and sorry for spending less time with you...

wanna say more but i got to go back to work:(

Do you know that...

from the day i know you till today,

I love you more as each day passed.

At time i wish i know u later,

so that we do not need to wait for so long till we are together.

As mention, we shall take this 10years as a challenge fro us...

for sure i know you will be the one,

and all i want is to be the one alway beside you as years goes by...

Love you baby

Best Wishes
Shi Chang, starting to hate programing when you dun get it :(

Another Post Just for her V

2010-06-06T00:09:00.002+08:00

In case people did not notice the tittle for this post there is a number to it, by right this should be the VI post however I am kinda lazy for one of the post of it went missing :P O well will make up for it some how :p...

Somehow i just really feel lucky to have my baby... Without me noticing 6month had gone, and 9 and a half years to go ^^.

There are lots of things we had done together, Went for movie (not much but we did ), Dinner together(lots and lots of time :p), seeing her sick(the heart pain moment :(), see her smile (the happy moment, when we are having fun, or when she saw me in the mascot)... thought i will say it is short but things just happen and i just wanna say I love you baby, and all the best for your exam once school starts... dun just keep accompany me and forget to study :)

Like to apologize to you for not able to see you for the almost the whole of next week.

Baby,

like you always have said,

the way we met ,

the way we get together,

the way we talk to each other,

the way we care for each other,

the way we want to support each other,

It is impossible to put it into words but it is Fate...

that played a big part...

If you were to ask,what i like about you...

my answer will still be the same...

I like nothing about you...

Cause...

I love everything about you...

I love you baby,

Happy 1/2 Year Anni,

The 1st Year Anni is not far <3

I love you baby...

Your Sweet Heart...

Shi Chang...

2010-05-19T00:21:00.003+08:00

I am feeling so dam ultra piss and fan...

not that i am angry but it is the feeling of things not able to go with what i want... had the feeling of not able to get support... i had no idea what the hell i am facing now... stress? no!, Angry? no!, too much work? maybe?, doing things you dun like? not really... but but but there always this saying of great power come with great responsibility... i wonder what i am doing...

My CP told me this if things can affect your studies then u are having too much of it, studies is the most important matter... but i beg to differ, there are people who are successful however do not have much education... not saying education is not important but just that i just like the local education system... all is simulation... why can't we had the things we do more real? to do things that can benefit others or ourself? programming things that not really useful, in that case why not have just ask us to create a game or something? do things that is so stupid, i got to say yes outside world they are using it, however why are we doing it for something so crap? i would rather use it on real event that i am running... really agree that planning at times are just TALK only, no action done.

ARGH, feel PISSED OFF, just wanna vent anger here... since that little girl is like busy at the moment :S

That it...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, the Angry Man

Another Post Just for her IV

2010-04-17T23:50:00.003+08:00

To My Dear,

Hope you had enjoy the outing, know most likely you will be reading this on Sunday night when you are back home, else will be someday after school starts. Just wanna tell you I personally enjoyed the day with you. As for the Gift, if u want i dun mind bring you along to purchase it :] and u can pick if you want :) and just wanna make sure it fit you nicely :] so yeah tell me again when you are free. I shall get back to you soon on this matter :)

Dear personally when the movies started i am rather bored at the way it start. that why was like disturbing you :p but got to say i was wrong :p as the movie goes one it kinda set me thinking, on some matter that wanna talk to you about but then you are tired so it ok :) if ever wanna know what i wanna talk about we shall talk about it next time we meet :)

And just wanna tell you that I love you :) and think i still very shy when there is a lot of people around :p

shall be calling you soon :p

Love you

Shi Chang - the shy boyfriend

Morning Hours

2010-04-16T05:50:00.002+08:00

:P hehe didn't sleep :P so going crazy yeah :P

and just wanna post something which is had fun with my ventures just now at ecp going to sleep or play more game later at esss :p hehe

so yeah post again later at night if not tml night else whenever i am free :P cos rather busy this few days :P and school is starting soon :p hehe

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

Sleep Talker

2010-04-07T00:51:00.002+08:00

Dear Readers,

Please take note that The content below is not mean to be use as any part of your homework/project research item. I am just curious how people can actually sleep talks. So did a bit of research on it and i would like to share with everyone. Hence all source below are linked you can click on them. However I would say all the credit goes to the respective website's web master and I claim no credit for the information below :)

O ya just find some part of what u will be reading really true :)

This is something for my BM sweetheart :p

Talking in Your Sleep
Have you been told that you whisper sweet nothings in your sleep -- unaware that you ever spoke a word? Or, maybe your child shouts out streams of babble late at night -- only to fall right back to sleep. Have you been hoping your sleep-talking spouse will spill a long-time secret? Go ahead. Pose a question while he or she is sleeping, and don't be surprised if you get a single syllable answer! But be warned: A sleep talker usually doesn't remember anything that's said during sleep.

Talking in your sleep can be a funny thing. Perhaps you chitchat unconsciously with unseen associates at the midnight hour. Or maybe a family member unknowingly carries on nightly conversations. It can also be violent or a sign of some other disorder. Here are answers to your questions about talking in your sleep -- what you need to know about sleep talking, from causes to treatments.

What is sleep talking?
Sleep talking, or somniloquy, is the act of speaking during sleep. It's a type of parasomnia -- an abnormal behavior that takes place during sleep. It's a very common occurrence and is not usually considered a medical problem.

The nighttime chatter may be harmless, or it could be graphic, even R rated. Sometimes, listeners find the content offensive or vulgar. Sleep talkers normally speak for no more than 30 seconds per episode, but some people sleep talk many times during a night.

The late-night diatribes may be exceptionally eloquent, or the words may be mumbled and hard to decipher. Sleep talking may involve simple sounds or long, involved speeches. Sleep talkers usually seem to be talking to themselves. But sometimes, they appear to carry on conversations with others. They may whisper, or they might shout. If you share a bedroom with someone who talks in his or her sleep, you might not be getting enough shut-eye.

Who talks in their sleep?
Many people talk in their sleep. Half of all kids between the ages of 3 and 10 years old carry on conversations while asleep, and a small number of adults -- about 5% -- keep chit-chatting after they go to bed. The utterances can take place occasionally or every night. A 2004 poll showed that more than 1 in 10 young children converse in their sleep more than a few nights a week.

Girls talk in their sleep as much as boys. And experts think that sleep talking may run in families.

What are the symptoms of talking in your sleep?
It's hard to tell if you've been talking in your own sleep. Usually, people will tell you they've heard you shout out during the night or while you were napping. Or maybe someone might complain that your sleep talking is keeping him or her up all night.You might think that sleep talking occurs during dreaming. But scientists still are not sure if such chatter is linked to nighttime reveries. The talking can occur in any stage of sleep.

Sleep talking usually occurs by itself and is most often harmless. However, in some cases, it might be a sign of a more serious sleep disorder or health condition.

REM sleep behavior disorder (RBD) and sleep terrors are two types of sleep disorders that cause some people to shout during sleep. Sleep terrors, also called night terrors, usually involve frightening screams, thrashing, and kicking. It's hard to wake someone having a sleep terror. Children with sleep terrors usually sleep talk and sleepwalk.

People with RBD yell, shout, grunt, and act out their dreams, often violently.

Sleep talking can also occur with sleepwalking and nocturnal sleep-related eating disorder(NS-RED), a condition in which a person eats while asleep.

Other things that can cause sleep talking include:

certain medications
emotional stress
fever
mental health disorder
substance abuse
How is talking in your sleep treated?
It is a good idea to see a sleep specialist if your sleep talking occurs suddenly as an adult or if it involves intense fear, screaming, or violent actions. You might also consider seeing a doctor if unconscious chatter is interfering with your sleep -- or that of your roommates.

If you think your child has sleep problems, make an appointment with your pediatrician.

A sleep specialist will ask you how long you've been talking in your sleep. You'll have to ask your bed partner, roommate -- even your parents -- this question. Keep in mind, you may have started sleep talking in childhood.

There are no tests needed to diagnose sleep talking. However, your doctor may order tests, such as a sleep study or sleep recording (polysomnogram), if you have signs of another sleep disorder.

Sleep talking rarely requires treatment. However, severe sleep talking may be the result of another more serious sleep disorder or medical condition, which can be treated. Talk to your doctor about your treatment options.

How can someone reduce his or her amount of sleep talking?
There is no known way to reduce sleep talking. Avoiding stress and getting plenty of sleep might make you less likely to talk in your sleep.

"Nobody knows for sure. Children seem to be prone to it, especially if they sleepwalk too. Some people carry on whole conversations, while others just moan and make other sounds. If the frequency of sleep talking is bothering the family and disrupting sleep for others, there are some things you can keep in mind.

Make sure the sleep talker gets plenty of sleep every night, someone who is sleep deprived is more likely to sleep talk.
Reduce the stress and anxiety levels
Keep to a regular schedule of going to bed and getting up at the same time
Don't eat a heavy meal right before bedtime
If an episode occurs, make sure the sleep talker is safe and gently soothe them"

hehe dear i did not tell anyone you sleep talk :P well of cos if they read this la :P hehe

Best Wishes

Rain Maker

Another Post Just for her III

2010-04-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

Hehe :p another post for her part 3 :p so maybe the last post for her will be part 120? which i have no idea how to write in roman :p hehe alright i shall start before calling her :p O ya before any thing if anyone find this post too much for you u can always stop reading it :) and maybe let say too jealous of the post u can also stop reading :) O ya no spreading of this post or should i say all post that is tittle with "Another post just for her" cos it is just for her :) and not anyone else :p hehe

O alright Let see where shall i start? since 6th march? hehe.O well i will not get into detail :P if not i will type million word essay :p hehe but just my overall feeling, which is i love the time spending with you :) the talks the time the plan we have and the things we do together.

Know there are time where I am stress due to SN, really wanna say thank you for being there dear... there are also time where u worried for me, care for me, reminding me of matters.

To tell the fact i don't really know what to post for you every time, however things just come into my mind of all the things we done, be it when i see you in stress,trouble the feeling of helpless from me cause i am not able to help you nor advise you on to make your situation better. Just want you to know if you just want me su ku tell me i will be there to listen :)

Before i end this post, Just wanna say that I dun mind what happen to me as long i get to see u :) extra trip? no problem, cancelled of dates? small case, change of outing date? it ok :), not able to meet me? i will be sad but still at least i get to sms you :) So dear dun feel bad if you think missing out movies or not dates being push back of anything... stay happy that what i want from you <3

you may not know this,

but

i love to see your face when you are kai jia-ing me

I love it the way you look at me,

I love the way you smile at me.

I love the way you hug me,

I just love all the things you done for me...

O ya One last thing BM sound nice what :p hehe

With Love

Shi Chang

Review Session of myself - Last review till March 2010

2010-03-19T04:21:00.002+08:00

Well a personal review for myself and wanna remind myself about it as well as let others remind me on matter i mention here :)

Study,

Find myself slacking off, and not really interested for some subject and like doing my best to avoid subject that i do not like :p for last semester. Result? GPA drop by0.69 :( current GPA is 3.19. Had to push it back to >3.50... yes that mean i will study and yes do my report and project and finish them fast and correctly :p

Scout,

I started scouting in dec 2008 and lots had happen since then, even before anything happen. there are lots of work going on now, lots of roles and different job scope that i am doing. Personally I am still enjoying what i am doing and had being doing those things that i enjoy. specially when the FUN times i had with my ventures... Only thing I am still not able to work well and need to improve on with be how to work with my ventures. Not sure why but i had the feeling i am not able to work in a team as a team leader. I had to improve in it -somehow :)

YEC,

Had the appointment of Sports and Wellness head, running 2 camp this year and that all :] however different problem or should i say worse... which is i had problem finding manpower as the main committee... only 10 people yet till now only 9person. So lots of double role and lots of stress on my teammate. However really got to thank Ying Hui for her help when i am not around away for camps.

Relationship,

This the only few where I find I am lucky to have her around with me. Small "fights" and bit of fun here and there is really great for me :) thou we both know we will not be able to meet each other as much as we want either due to her school or mine scout matter. However I really wanna Thank-You dear, where u always tell me to put whatever i am doing in camp to do those things then sms/calling you. Sorry for ruining most of your time where u plan to study but due to me asking you come over or somehow due to you didn't study and spend time with me talking or doing nothing or maybe something interesting :p but yeah u know what i mean, I love you :)

Family,

Till now i got to say I love my parents just we i not sure how to express myself to them... it is something like we all know how each other thinks but we just dun show it :p so yeah if they happen to read and understand what i am typing which is kinda slim chance that will happen but yeah I love you pa and mami :P hehe getting shy le :p haha... but i just wanna share :p

Myself,

Feedback on myself.

1. I am forgetful

2. I always do things myself

3. I am not sure how to decate work when it come to people of my age

4. I feel that my human management CMI really got to improve in it

5. I still do not know how to express myself when it come to projects

Other then those I had the feeling that i am cutting myself away from what I love to do - badminton. I had somehow getting myself back to badminton. I would say my passion in badminton is still burning hot however i do not see the chance of me training for it and see how far i can go in this sport. At times I am not sure I am jealous of Fish as she get to do what she like in her own sports thou i still not sure is netball or track but however as long she like it and had passion it is great, well compare to me always had the thinking with the training I had and is having it could train up my mental and physical in someway. What i will be doing is doing PT for myself for the badminton. thou i do not had the chance to go on court but i will still do my own PT to keep myself fit for it. Just left to sharpen my skills. O ya when I had the chance of going to take the Badminton Instructor Course, I would say i am dam happy :p when the cost of the course and all the troublesome process to get the cert to recognize me as a Trainer it pull down my mood but it does not remove my passion for this sport just like Scouting.

That all folk I shall be sleeping soon before my girl come scold me :p hehe

Best Wish

Rain Maker

Another Post Just for her II

2010-03-09T13:51:00.002+08:00

This for my girl so if u think u are my girl continue reading ba :p if u are not u can skip this post :p unless u have crush on me :p OPS haha kidding

Wanna tell you that sorry not able to celebrate our 3rd together :p due to my camps and meetings but hope u enjoy the short moments we had when back at my house.

wanna tell you i miss you a lot during my camp where not able to contact you and things... and what is worse? this time u going for your camp :( only good things is i also in camp :P hehe

Just a short sum up for the last month dear, i had the feeling that i didn't spend enough time with you... cos let me recall, Feb u got 10 days MC so not able to meet up with u during the last 2 week and due to one of my camp not able to meet u for like almost 2 and a half week :( and what is worse? coming month which is this month i still got lots of camp so many that i only most likely to meet you after 22th march :s

That why wanna say sorry to you first :p

Dear,

I love you

Know time we are spending together are getting lesser

you got your exam and i got my camps.

However just want u to know i do miss you every now and then,

also I dun want you to be "dead" or not happy cos i am not around.

Remember times we going to have and make that motive you,

know you love me,

but still dear i love you more.

Suddenly feel like asking you this,

want me to waste more of your afternoon?

hehe

Love you

with love...

Best wishes

Your unreasonable boyfriend

Shi Chang

Things In My Mind...

2010-02-26T09:24:00.002+08:00

just wanna share something that is in my mind right now at this moment... will not be blogging if someone is wake but o well :P hehe

Not sure why but had the feeling of I am forgetting something - that is important i think but i can't remember what is it. that might be the reason of my bu an feeling :(

Next is i believe i am worries of my 10days MC - if i really were to kanna chicken pox :(. Will miss out 2 camps :'(, after that still like need to skip off alot of fun :(... thought sad to say i dun mind taking that 10 days MC, since I somehow got to "rest".

This question now pop into my mind when i am typing "rest"...

So what is rest?

You get to sleep 8hours a day is that rest? or is sleeping the same as rest? gamming? doing homeowrk? I would believe that ALL or MOST would say doing homework is NOT resting, however i can tell you right now and right here that in that case GAMMING will not be resting as well.

In my point of view resting will just mean doing something/anything that make u feel relax, and enjoyable. At time when sports lover like me, doing sports i would count it as resting for the mind - releasing emotion in the games.

That what rest is to me, doing things that u enjoy...

What about you people? do tell me :)

Best wishes

Rain Maker

Joyful Day

2010-02-17T00:18:00.002+08:00

Alright today is a Day worth for me to celebrate :p which is my gf got to meet some of my relative :P hehe well just find it great none is giving me that why she like that or hmmmm look :P so yeah :P love it :) ok maybe just me :p hehe

Best Wishes

Rain Maker, Found the Wife to be :p hehe :)

Chinese New Year 2010

2010-02-14T00:20:00.002+08:00

First i Wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year and the the couple out there enjoy the long hoilday :)

Nothing much to blog about since SMS is now being JAMMED up and nothing much i ca do, so might as well blogging :) tml will be a FUN day :) can sense it :P hehe and will be having fun... BEST thing is holiday started :) hehe time to enjoy for all poly students, but lots of camps and things are coming up as well :S and yeah... Now thinking of what is coming up i am rather worried... As some things are not going well but somehow it will goes well :) that is what i believe :)

And Just wanna say that Happy New Year to all my loves one and enjoy yourself in this long break :)

Yours Truly,

Rain Maker

2010-02-09T10:37:00.001+08:00

Meaning Behind Rain Maker,

Rainmakers keep peace and tranquillity possible in the Red Indian Tribe. They are associated with the proper harvesting of food crops. They are often referred to as medicine men that are consulted in times of crisis. They form part of the elders who sees to the growth of the young ones in the tribe and to further the traditions through them.

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Yours In Scouting,

Rain Maker

Scouting Name

2010-02-07T23:36:00.003+08:00

Dear All,

I am Proud to say i had gotten my Scouting name, Rain Maker.

I would explain the meaning behind my Scouting Name in the next few post when i able to sit and spent hours typing out the meaning and how i feel being the Rain Maker...

As for now the Rain Maker got to make projects out...

Yours In Scouting

Rain Maker.

Another Post Just for her

2010-02-05T01:10:00.005+08:00

Once again the 5th of the month is here again :D

2 months? 8weeks? 56days?

How much have we done since we first met?

How are we feeling about each other since the Day 1 till now? Have it changed?

Have we see/hear/know everything about each other yet?

Well let me tell you something,

2month is only just 1/6 of a year, and 1/60 of what i want to do with you...

We had done, to me, not too much but we had fun - that the most important thing that matter to me...

How I feel about you have always changed, it changed every time i saw you, it changes every day, every hours, every minutes, every second... I love you more today compare to yesterday - that is the changes...

I had yet to know everything about you... but i am still working on it... it will also be fun to share anything and i love all the times when we spend our time doing nothing but talking anything under the Sun with you by my side...

Just wanna tell you that I love you, and I am serious of my Ten Year Plan - hopefully it can cut to 6~8 years plan =D

Look out for hidden words ~.~

I wanna take this chance to also thank you,

Thank-you for being by my side,

Thank-you for being there to remind me on matter,

Thank-you for loving me,

Thank-you for standing my childishness,

Thank-you for letting me "win",

Lastly Thank you for being my Wonderful Girlfriend

To my Sweetheart cum Dear cum Piggy cum Personal Assistance sum Girlfriend

Ms. Lim Hui Wen a.k.a Mrs. Evelyn Loh

I love you...

From Shi Chang,

The unreasonable,

childish,

Stubborn,

Boy friend,

who insist that he love his girlfriend more than his girlfriend love him...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang,

The one who is attempting to make hui wen smile with this...

sms me when you read the hidden message...

Accounting

2010-01-29T05:27:00.001+08:00

OMG!!! today is a sleepless night :p i just done my BFA assignment :) and yeah the accounts balances :P hehe and to tell you the facts i like doing it but not this rush :S and yeah going to sleep SOON :p feel like pon all the lesson tml... ok that it night :S

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, The Sleepy? or should i say brain dead one...

Prediction

2010-01-27T02:08:00.002+08:00

Alright suppose to be sleeping but then had the mood to blog a bit so yeah :p

O...K... tittle of this post prediction :) hehe guess what? I am going to predict my Year 1.2 Result :)

Alright the Subjects and predicted result are the following:

Cmaths 2 -A

DCNK -B

CMSK -C

HOOP - A

iHCI -C

BFA -A

Intro to Econ - B

And Hopefully GPA will be >3.3

and cGPA to be >3.6

Well to some that is like look but then I am being piratical withe the amount of effort i put into those test and those projects that is my say.

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, from the Future...

Tiredness...

2010-01-25T17:38:00.000+08:00

Dun ask me why... but i believe i got a nap hour that is starting at 5pm =.= why do i feel so so so tired from 5pm onwards? sob sob

That all i wanna say :(

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

Blog In Lesson VI

2010-01-18T12:00:00.002+08:00

ok bored in lesson suppose to do projects works but then ended up reading manga :P haha OPS :P

and can go le but go off also nothing to do might as well stay will someone finish her school :P

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, the hungry one :p

packed packed

2010-01-16T01:58:00.001+08:00

Alright all i got to say is i am dam packed till 25th Jan :s so until then i most likely will not have the time to blog... but well if i see the need to i will :)

O ya today dumb me hit my leg by the leg of the chair so pain >.<

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, The one in pain >.<

Books?

2010-01-11T00:59:00.003+08:00

hmmm... I am bored and cannot really fall into sleep so i am thinking if i should get myself an book to read which i will do when i had eragon to read but now waiting for it's 4th book and Some books are temping me to read them... like The Time Travel's Wife, Twilight [lots of my friend say it is nice and different from the movies] and also CIS, feel like reading them but O well, maybe go borrow from friends for it to read :P

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, the one bored one...

Not My Day

2010-01-07T01:03:00.002+08:00

Well got to say, i am suppose to be a sleep now but then... yeah just feel that i will feel better after blogging it out ...

Well i would say today is not my day...

1st Wrong information

2nd Forget to bring battery for my laptop

3rd Uniform kanna ruined

4th Broke the just done puzzle :s

5th screw up my account Quiz 2

Well those are the things that dun really go right... maybe 1 more which is my hair, i dun really find any problem... but then someone say it is not done properly but does not really matter to me...

then lets start for the last my quiz 2 that i screwed :p will not fail I THINK, but then will not get an A i believe. But O well at least i did what i can... i think but not my best that is for sure... cos knowing got this test i can forget to bring calculator, liquid paper/correction tape...

3rd problem will be down bottom at the last...

I guess my mum is right, i am being very 粗心大意... Not that i want to but i just don't remember the things due to others more important matter to me.

To tell the fact i really thought i hear Wednesday will be briefing however, it is otherwise. well this the first thing that lead to my 3th matter... So like i say, before i blame others i would do reflection on my part, cos there is no way there will be a 1 way fault, fault can only have then 2 person dun do something which result in problems. So in conclusion? i need to me more alert/careful.

Personally I dunno, I find that I am given an lesson by whoever or whatever that want me to learn not to be careless.[by the hard way] Lost my pencil case, i was like ok lo my fault for not taking care of my item... But when it is my Uniform, I feel the pain. It is like My pride is being step on and thrown away in to the dustbin. And All I can blame is myself for being careless and forgetful. I believe this should teach me an lesson.

However, I know my fault, BUT i am not letting this matter to die of just like that... I am DEAD serious that I will found out WHO ARE YOU that did this to my Uniform, I will not want you to pay for it but I would want you to know something simple, there are things we can mess with, but there are things that EVEN IDIOT know they should not mess with. DID you NOT see the Flag that is on the Uniform? Are you telling me you are going to do the same thing if the national flag is going to be left there unattended? If yes, then I had nothing better to say then other then i had wasted my time trying to find out who are you, Cos you totally do not deserver me spending time hunting you down...

So Hope you would get the message that i am going to leave you next week...

Some dam bad news...

which is 2010 to me i believe it an high expense year,

with all the things that i want to do[Oversea and Scouting].

I do not want to depend on my parents,

but first i got to get my source of income again

Or should i change job?

That shall confirm after the call tml...

Worst Wishes

Shi Chang, The Pissed and broke yet Positives...

For Hui Wen

2010-01-06T01:39:00.005+08:00

Well this post is just mean for her :)

To tell the fact i seriously dun remember till i saw your blog... really SORRY about it... cos to girls all those date are important. Suddenly remember that the night before you are asking if that "puzzle" is mean for the anniversary? that time i really mean that i dun celebrate those type, i only celebrate yearly cos i believe gifts are mean for years and important things... not hours,days,weeks or months... However when saw your post, I feel that to you it might mean something to be happy or something important. So i will not put a wet blanket over it, but i will celebrate it with you :) by having this post specially for you :)

To tell the fact, i find time pass real fast, it had being a month since we are together... thought there are time we keep spending time together, i just find that it is not enough. I would say that i do not really care what other people say or think about us... All i would do is joke about it and some how sour them back :p hehe something call an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth hehe :p

Tell you something interesting, people from PC was saying that you look like my younger sister!!! i was like huh? ge-mei lian? then i was like no no should be jie - di lian :P haha ops :p

after all those sweetheart, i just wanna tell you there is nothing that will be able to replace you in my heart ...Love you...

for that Nightmare you had,

dun worry about it,

I will ensure it will never happen.

I will also ensure,

Nothing bad happen to YOU or ME...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang Your sweet heart...

I Love My Mum

2010-01-06T01:09:00.002+08:00

This to my Mum, [Thought she will not read this or understand this]

Really wanna thank you for opening the door for me...

Love you mum :)

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, the Mummy Boy :)

Things that i will not lose...

2010-01-04T23:42:00.006+08:00

hmmm... i wonder how long can my new phone last... 2nd day for it being with me, i drop it 2 time... and also wonder how long my wheeler can last me... fall off it like dunno how many time le... also my laptop wonder how long it can last me :p hehe... wait i think i will wonder how long all my thing can last me or how long it will take before i lose them :p haha but i am sure i would NOT WANT to lost the following "things"

1. My Sweetheart :)

2. My ventures :)

3. My buddies :)

those are the 3 I strongly believe i will not lose or spoil them :) if i really do i will make amendment to it :)

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

Blog In Lesson V

2010-01-04T11:40:00.001+08:00

Just know notice this is the 5th blogging during lesson session hehe :P

nothing much just that i find myself will be having lots and lots of event on but then none of them are related to school :S haha let cross our heart and hope that i can remain or get better then 3.81 hehe

ok other then that i am just bored in lesson other then sms my girl... and waiting and waiting for the lesson to start... O ya forget to bring my laptop charger... tsk tsk tsk guess i will be going back home to sleep + take charger hehe then go for HOOP and the briefing hopefully can skip econ? ops haha

O ya wanna talk about yesterday...

was out with yh and alex to go source for percussion item, total cost est 2.2k without coaching fee... that not real big thing, but to me is my parent >.<>

went shopping with my parent will be great :) cos i dun look at the price when i do my shopping so hehe... 1 long selves + 1pant+ 1 tie = 200+ Ops :P haha wonder if mine is going to the extreme :P haha still wanna get shirts but none dun catch my eyes and there one long selves i like but dun have my size :'( so sad... haha

ok that all 1 h 30min more to go before lesson end hehe :P

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

Late Night Post II

2010-01-03T03:04:00.002+08:00

Alright!

Once again I am not able to fall asleep...

Reason? I dunno... seriously tried but then dun have the mood to sleep or should i say can't fall a sleep...

Almost done something stupid... which is insist someone to chat with me :p but then dumb me, forget to look at the time... i cannot fall asleep does not mean other people dun wanna sleep... so got to apologize to you my girl X.X guess that just the childish me is out for the night.

told her to go to sleep already so since i got no one to chat with might as well just blog lo :p haha

hmmm... dunno why but there is this weird feeling that I am getting... Cos this few days i keep having the feeling that i am forgetting something really important, which i dun remember what is it. Personally I know why I am forgetting stuff - having quite a lot of projects on and 2010 is really packed with lots of camps, event, trainings and also not forgetting i MIGHT be going oversea quite a few time this year...

well good news get to call my dear :D

and she told me to finish blogging then can talking to her... well so that the end of tonight post... wanna chat with my dear le tata :P haha

Best Wishes

Shi Chang...The forgetful one :p

1st Day of 2010

2010-01-01T13:07:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHT!!!!

ONCE AGAIN happy new year to all MY FAMILY and FRIENDS!!!!

2009 to me is a very fast year... with a blink of an eyes now is 2010....

What does it mean? time for review of 2009 and plans for 2010 :)

2009, personally i would say it would be from bad to great as time passes by:)

reason are the following :)

Venturing? Start of venturing, i find myself out of place... but then after lots and lots of get together session, i feel that Hulbert, Jasper, Karmun and Sze Ying they are more great buddies. Not forgetting SY and CK, they will be the Forever Brothers[FB haha]. Got to thank all of them for everything we done and apologize for my childishness, and unreasonable...

Studies? at the start i am worried i would not fair well, however when school start Maths is like doing Amaths other then some topic, and without much sweat i could score 3.81 and would like to maintain it or push it up higher :) hopefully i can do it with this term result :)

Love? I would say this" the best goes to those who wait and observe =)"... Real happy that I found my Ms Evening :D and real glad that i took the first move. If anyone were to ask why you and not another girls? simple, cos none is as good as Ms Lim, [MY MS LIM, not YOUR or THEIR or ANYONE else but MY!!! haha ]

Family? well i would say i make my parent not real happy with me being back home late without the keys :p OPS haha :P other then that they are quite ok with me. And lots of my cousin had gotten married :p now left my generation of cousin :P haha step, man, marcus, wei jie, min min and me guess we are the "NEW" generation :P haha but will suddenly have a lot of nice and nephew soon :P haha OPS :p

others? well just wanna say that 2009 is a year where i being oversea the MOST!!! march x1, june x1, Nov x1 and Dec x2... and is like all going to Malaysia -.- haha..

That shall be all..

Best Wishes and Wish all my friends and family a happy 2010 :)

Shi Chang,

Late Night Post I

2009-12-30T02:46:00.002+08:00

Well now is like 0245hrs and still not asleep... doing nothing much other then projects :D

Guess KS is right to say why am i not stress or feeling anything when dateline are reaching soon and yet i am still not doing the projects? [individual] while group project about to start soon :p

Personally I dunno just find that why is there the rush? there are still time. Like ya now? suppose to sleep yet still blogging and got to wake up at 8am later? wonder how i going to do it but yeah i will do it somehow :P haha. Also I would say that my studying engine is not starting yet... still in holiday mood and maybe found Ms Evening that cause me not really care what is happening around me :p haha

And yeah dunno why now then i agree with my ventures :p but then no worries had set my mind back on track to reach our goal :) but that does not mean less time for her :p would make for you by hook or by crook... and if you ask why? simple cos I love her :)

Ever wonder what will happen if we are not together?

To be honest, I dunno what i will do cos there are girls i like but I find the character I am looking for ...

To tell you a fact, I find myself real lucky to found you, rather then you found me or you say me being the unlucky one due to...

I believe it would be faith for us to be together this quick, within a week we are together,

Since we started it is almost a month yet i dun feel it that way...

I feel it is just days,

Got to say that i would not celebrate our 1st week/1st month being together...

why?

Cos I would only count the years...

Just wanna say be it faith or whatever you wanna call it that bring us together,

it had done a great job and it is up to us to maintain it...

On my honor, I promise to do my best to maintain this relationship to be my best and my last...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, The one doing refection to himself and bit of confession to my sweetheart...

Aftermath

2009-12-24T09:57:00.002+08:00

I am a happy boy again :)

Chat and talked to my ventures, know their point of views and things...

we exchanged point and yeah, i manage to get their point, wonder if they got mine but still very happy about it :)

what i am even more happy about is get to know more about Ms Evening :) haha :P

O ya side track a bit, someone sure have a sweet dreams and sleep-talk some more and due to that I got to chat with Ms Morning? haha

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, The Bless One...

What Wrong?

2009-12-22T22:47:00.002+08:00

I dunno when it being, before/after i got a gf?

since when did it piled up?

why no one tell me?

if you did, please do it in a formal way, cos i might accidentally take it as that you are joking. Got to apologize if i did.

Questions:

Did i ever ask your about Sunday activity?

What did we always ended up with?

Did i ever ask about percussion?

what were the answers?

how many times did i ask about those question?

Am I such a person that is so kind? or a fool that what i say required no attention?

How many time did i request all to do the same thing? over and over again in the agenda?

ever ask why?

Confession:

Yes, I agree that i am stubborn. [why ever wonder why i so stubborn in some matter?]

Yes, I am forgetful, [ever wonder how your can help me in that? ever remind me on matter?] I got to thank Hulbert for the times where he will be giving me morning call to wake me up and to remind that i had that event on for the day...

Yes, I always look like i dun care/ not listening [wonder why?]. Did the action happen again? did i really NOT listened?

Answers I want:

Did I NOT do what i am told to do?

Are your sure want me to write something that i had never try?

Do your know why i did not want to go for the VC Hike?[other then the fact i want to train the 2 boys?]

Is my words not important?

Did i always ask if your still need me to do something?

Refection:

Now I am doing a personally reflection as i am typing this... from my point of view is, I am sorry for being insensitive enough to your feeling, giving you the feeling that i not wanting to help. I believe that with my limited English. there is not much i can help in for the part where English is required. I might once again think too much but why had i done that?

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, the confused one...

Singing :)

2009-12-10T00:52:00.005+08:00

Well i think i going to like singing le ... someone fall asleep with my singing :)

Look like MY DEAREST VENTURES your are wrong that my voice broke the glass:p haha my voice is nice to her :)

And well after someone fall asleep i hear something funny :) this is how it goes " jie jie , you want the room?" and someone answer "ahmmm i want to sleep" [something like that haha]... SO CUTE :p haha ... After that I get to know someone really nice :) haha well my dear say it will not be a good day but i would say it is GREAT :) someone got to fall sick so i can call and sing my fav song to her :) but that someone forgotten to take her medication before she goes to sleep :s how i know it? u got to come and ask me :p

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, The Unreasonable bf who ban her gf from getting sick :p haha

Something not right with me...

2009-12-09T07:13:00.003+08:00

Hmmm... something is not right with me... please dun go comment and say "of cos not right la u now attached le wat..." or things like that...

I had being coughing badly from so-so to real bad yday when out with my dear buying dinner, felt dizzy for a moment X.X... but well felt better compare now to just now... However I dunno why but i am not able to sleep properly for the past few weeks -.-|| [a bit infor is my not sleeping well is less then 10 hours of sleep wake up and no headache for sleeping too much..]. For example slept at 11+ then dear sms me i also never notice :( i think i fall asleep instantly :s haha but the bad think is i am wake by 5.30:( how i know? cos i hear the alarm my parent set -.-|| normally i will not be awake by that. but today... well just woke up after hearing that.

hmmm... not sure what is happening maybe your might be right, just love sick :p haha but watever happen cannot fall sick tml... even if not well only can happen before/after my movie with my dear :p haha [wish i can do that]

side track a bit... i find that i am more productive in the toilet :p dunno why also having a stomached like yesterday. but was doing sending email half way so might as well bring the laptop along :p and i finished all the email i need hehe and then can finish this long blog :p haha

O ya before i forget i going to show off to the rest of the world a photo of me and my girlfriend, Hui Wen, Ms Evening :p haha i mean Ms Evelyn :p haha

She is Beautiful :D

[anyone who disagree will got to look for me...]

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, The one who had fall... Deep in love...

Wedding of someone i am not close with =.=

2009-12-07T07:59:00.003+08:00

I think i gone for too much event le and being in PC help me to have higher standard :p haha

This is what happen last night wedding dinner of seriously i have no idea who are they even when i get to see the groom and the bride... know why my dad drag me there le... first is... the MC CMI, service CMI, Sound System CMI, drinks CMI :p maybe the only good thing is they really just me laugh :D, wedding show photos when they are young till they are now :p haha so funny :s haha i suddenly have the urged to destroy all my photo when i am younger :P haha before my ventures did something :p haha :p

Yeah that all for last night but i really find the food cmi, cos having stomached early in the morning which was worse then pear harbor bombing :s but good that feel great after the "WAR" but guess will not fall back to sleep, sleeping early later at night ba... later going with Ms Lim ;p and hopefully all the ventures are NOT out somewhere studying in the area we are going :p haha

And i cannot wait for 20th Night to come :p my da kor kor's wedding :P haha it will be ONCE AGAIN the gathering of the "Backside" [Cousin :P] haha got a lot to catch up with :s haha

but then hmmm... 14-18 oversea, 19-20 venture cord hike... wonder how i am going to survive :p haha

Ms Lim if you happen to read this got to say next week dun have much time for you...

Though did give "warning" before :p but then still wanna say will make up some how :$...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, the lucky fellow who found Ms Lim in a GREEN day haha :p

SO HAPPY :)

2009-12-05T22:14:00.005+08:00

why am i go happy? i got someone to take care of me :p O wait wait, i mean i got myself a girlfriend :), and well look out for the link? haha :)

more infor? you can look for me :) but NOT her :p haha

that all :)

O ya 1 more thing, got to apologize to the rest of the girls... since i got myself a gf, time to get other boys i can intro to you :p haha [ps ps just me bhbing haha ]

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

Basic Financial Accounting Quiz 1 Result

2009-12-04T15:42:00.002+08:00

First I Emo of the result :(

just 3 more marks and i can _____. sob sob

1 Spelling error...

2 mark is i should get right one but then never study or should i say never think properly when doing that question...

and 1 mark i think is JUST PURE LUCK!!! that i can get it correct :p haha

as 3 more mark to what think about it... 3 more to pass? 3 more to distinction? or 3 more to A?

got hint given :p and answer at the bottom right of the post :p haha your will wanna kill me for saying this :P Scroll around :p

I got 27/30, 3 more marks to FULL MARK :P

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

Lost Lost Lost

2009-12-02T16:05:00.002+08:00

Well Well... something GREAT happen once again... I lost something AGAIN!

this time i lost my pencil case -.- inside let see what are there?, 1 pen, 2 pencil, 1 staple , 1 staple bullet, hold puncher, some paper and LASTLY 1 thumb DRIVE =D

So let me see, what do i need to do so that i will not forget any more thing... haiz.. emo ...

hope yeeling they all will not kill me for losing that :p since is your gift for me for my birthday... and it lasted only for erm... erm.. 4 month? haiz... haha

anyway i believe that is at the bottom right hand side of the phase. So i believe this is what is calls what goes around come around :)

Loser Weeper, Founder Keeper...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang.

Girl Firend Search?

2009-11-25T14:33:00.002+08:00

This is a bit of Fun post.

chatted with jl just now then say i am so forgetful and things since she say that i forget this forget that and it is time to get a girl friend :p. However there are problems that i know it is a problem but i cannot solve it yet. Which is time, having a gf will meaning spending time with her. If she can mix well with the ventures then it is good :) why cos i spend LOTS and LOTS of time with my ventures. so it is like 1 week i can spend 5 day with my ventures. So where would i have time? can if i want to but there is give and take. So sad to say but i would avoid getting one gf cos i need one or what... Rather I believe in that if she is mean for me even if i do not really spend a lot of time with her she would not be uncomfortable with it :p

And talking about girls that i like i can say that there are afew girls that i like in tp and know them only a bit. However I do not wanna end the relationship like i did for my previous one :) so the next one i will be spending more time with her :) (hopefully i am able to)

Well this is just post for any girls that have interest in me :P haha dun have for interest then think twice before introduce girls to me :p haha like my BROTHERS there :P haha

Best Wishes

Shi Chang,

THANK-YOU

2009-11-25T04:24:00.001+08:00

I would like to thank the two Sir who return my laptop to the police station. Thank-you VERY MUCH!

From this day on i will return to people things that are important to them :) as for those that are not really important I will keep it as punishment for them :p ops... haha kidding :p i shall return if i dunno them and not return if i know them :p haha

Best Wishes

Shi Chang... THE REALLY REALLY LUCKY one

LOOKING for the KIND SOUL

2009-11-25T01:41:00.002+08:00

If any KIND SOUL who see an ACER laptop in a laptop bag casing PLEASE call me at 91151435.

Why you ask? Cause I lost it. HOW DUMB AND F UP can i get.

Now i am not sad but more of ANGRY AT MYSELF!!! never feel this way before ok... lost my bike can say my fault for not knowing the danger. Lost my thumb drive is lost it lo my heart still not that pain. but LAPTOP! F man. lost it after 3year la... now like lost it after almost a year? F! =.= only know that at night ALL MY THING BETTER BE IN MY BAG!!!

BEST WISHES
THE FUCK UP BOY, Sc

Busy Month

2009-11-17T23:28:00.001+08:00

after APEC i thought that i will be free. However I am wrong going for camp this Friday till Monday :s and guess what after that next week i still got other matter on =.= so what else can i say?

This month i am DAM PACK!!!

All The Best

Shi Chang

Aftermath of APEC

2009-11-16T11:22:00.004+08:00

Look that is ME!!! not YOU BUT ME!!! at the APEC CEO Summit 2009 :]

That is taken after the event by the photographer.

Well i got to say that APEC and ABAC is extreme enriching for me.

This is the Crew of APEC CEO Summit 2009 [missing out some...]

Best wishes

Shi Chang

倒霉

2009-11-03T22:45:00.002+08:00

好倒霉啊！！

uninstall microsoft 2007 due to some error and found out my installer is corrupted >.<

I am finding myself getting more and more short temper [personally]

At times i just feel like shouting...

The only thing i like about the TNS AKA KNS is the shouting part...

This Friday i feel like cycling to ECP and shout at the sea late at night anyone interested?

Best Wishes

Shi Chang..

Yun Jie's House Warming

2009-11-01T02:11:00.002+08:00

Today was great!

Dun feel like it was 1 day. it was so enjoyable that i had forgotten about the time and date... serious

first i went for the APEC LO training, then went back home [nothing special other then i met Li Yan and we so happen to be wearing our class T! i was like WOW! haha] then after that went to yun jie's house warming... steam boat for lunch and dinner :p haha.

Best thing is i was like poker with my uncles. Laugh till stomachache man... really enjoy the family hours :)

and Real sorry for my ventures for not being able to sent the sms due to the time and also got to do some PC and APEC stuff :s... however there are time it set me thinking, should I be serious and start looking for a potential job? [job i mean a full time job that will last me for at least years] why i would think of that? I am not tell here haha :p cos abit too personal to blog :p can ask me on msn or email me:P haha

That all...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？

2009-10-30T11:55:00.003+08:00

This is an Essay or rather a write up i got from an chain email where the started from blueblue_sky, as for where he/she got it i am not too sure so please refer to him/her :)

Personally, it trigger me to think is that part of it is really true, same goes for what we "crushes" and "lover"

P.S sorry that i would not be able to translated those into English... anyone who is able to do tell me so i can link it here :) and credit will be yours :)

喜歡和愛咫尺千里。

當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；

離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。

當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；

離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'

然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。

你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。

你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。

你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；

你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。

你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；

你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，

一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。

你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，

但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，

就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已，

對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；

對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。

喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，

而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，

你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了
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仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。

有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，

當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！

So does love someone would mean to let go?
Question for me to all lovers...
Best Wishes
Shi Chang

HomeWork...

2009-10-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.. let me recall, i had almost done next week's HOOP, CMaths Tut2 almost done also, Dnck tut 1&2 done, what else am i missing ? hmmm...: P

not showing off or anything :p

just that i had the feeling that in month of Nov i will not be able to attend lesson for a lot of days due to APEC, OTC , STC and also possible to have crew event :p so Good luck for me in the coming month :)

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

Going Crazy D=

2009-10-27T12:57:00.002+08:00

Once again i am having this problem since primary 1 S: or should i say after K2? or is it K1 [whenever i start going to "school"]

Though will not happen if it is poly.. but then still not but get it gotten worse...

anyway the problem is i dun wanna come to school... reason? no reason, just dun wanna go study... still remember in k1/2 what i did is go there play when they say got lesson i just like start crying? ops haha

and let me recall in primary school , i think thz to ck if not i will be like totally pon school... got time where i did stupid things :P going to school without my school bag... and what other stupid thing had i done? dun ask me :p haha

As recalling it, i could laugh...

but then the problem is once again dun feel like going to school... so old still got this problem... going crazy is cos now my mum was like asking me that the lesson can don't go? i was like ya... then tempted of skipping all lecture for today and just go for my Lab[attendance] if not i believe i will NOT go for any lecture/Lab/tuitioral lesson...

O.K that all those that care for me asking me why thz alot for your concern...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang...

Blog In Lesson IV

2009-10-26T11:56:00.002+08:00

The lesson is so boring... and i dun get what the hell the lecturer are talking about -.- and this is still a tutorial... so i am that bored...

and I am wondering what is wrong with girls? I just dun get them... serious... totally agree that we are wired differently =.= just dun get her. or maybe i just dun get the hint within -.- so my dear lady... no point hinting cos i dun get it... that thick skull of mine will be difficult to understand and my stubborn pride make me dun wanna act...

ok that all...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang...

Waiting

2009-10-24T15:30:00.002+08:00

Now I am going to wait till 6pm then go get key then sit in for meeting :s

Ok other then that i only wanna say i am very sleepy...

later going back home to Zzz...

that why all my message are short...

That all...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

Bloging before lesson? Part I

2009-10-23T12:45:00.002+08:00

Alright my next class is Basic FA and 15min till the lec, and i am like still outside the LT blogging and facebooking ;p hope it will be easy... ok that all i want to say :p

Not My Day...

2009-10-21T00:37:00.002+08:00

Guys i dunno why but today i just dun feel good... guess it is possible that i wake up from the wrong side of bed...

Serious dunno what is wrong with me today. No Mood to do anything. slept at 7pm and just woke up... why am i not able to sleep peacefully till tml morning ... someone tell me why...

Dunno why i am feeling this but i am feeling down... and best thing is this, thinking back this is always the period of time where i dun feel good... in the past i take it as exam stress, where i do nothing but play games and relax myself, but i can't now. lesson just started, and today [20th oct] was like the 2nd day and i had skipped all lectures.. so what is the point i am driving at? I DUNNO!

that all vexing out my uncomfortable-ness.

How should I go about looking for My Function?

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

Thoughts

2009-10-18T05:11:00.002+08:00

now is 5am in the morning and i have yet to go to sleep due to PRSP hw... happy that solve question 5 :) but 6&7 are like easy but brain dead now.

so here to relax a bit and get rest soon so later go cheer fish on her race :) but before that there is percussion 9am till 12noon :S wonder if i can wake up :s anyway later also going swimming... but think i will be dead by then, and tomorrow school starts at 11am ends at 7pm :(

T.T

and my interview also going to be gone soon :s

dunno why but i find that i am getting into my before exam break down... refer to post on 2008/2007/2006 june and oct post. It would be the time where i play GAME and DO anything BUT STUDY! but now is i watch tv, sleep, and do anything BUT touching my computer... someone tell me why is this happening... haha...

At time like this I really want someone to be there for me;

Someone who have the time to listen to me;

Someone who care for me;

Someone who love me;

I wonder who;

It will be;

the next;

Ms Right;

someone tell me how do i find my miss right?

guess this what happen to boys late at night,

wishing that there is a girl for him,

or maybe just me lusting...

I wonder...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

Time table...

2009-10-15T20:09:00.006+08:00

my timetable -.- WTF man...

when i saw it i was like WTF man so many nice topic there and i do not wanna miss any single lesson but then it is like impossible for me NOT TO NOT miss any lesson :( sob sob HOW!!! but hopefully i can cope with all well enough :)

will try to post it soon :S

and for information the subjects i am taking are the following...

iHCI
Cmaths 2
DNCK
HOOP
IntrEcon
CMSK3
Basic FA

7 subject and it is like so packed :S i emo... that all i got to say.

Best Wishes

Shi Chang...

Reflection

2009-10-15T00:01:00.003+08:00

Alright it is once again the 15th of the month.

Time for me to do my reflection :)

I would say it had being months since i did this reflection on myself...

This part is "hidden" cos i dun want random people to read :p

It had being 7month since i am single and how should i put it, I tried to let go and look for others. But somehow memories just come back. I wonder what i had done wrong? not having time for her? not showing care? or like what some of them say, being with me , i would not be able to give the sense of secure to you? well i am not her so i do not know why, and I am too shy to ask why :p do not wanna lose a friend there dun think she is that open YET haha :p

I think i would do a review of myself since 1st jan 09?

Interesting matter that i have done...

Killing a Life fish by knocking it on the brick and stab it's gills?

Killing of prawn by breaking their neck?

having only 3~5 hours of sleep?

Run a few Event

Being head of a few event

Helping those who are in need

being oversea with my friends only

Being host to Japanese friends of mine

Alright that not all if u read had my blog...

I do wonder at times am i spending too much time on others and not on myself? Also i had the feeling that my character is going from one peak to another... if my friends get me you should know the me from Sec1 till Sec 4 and now. There are a lot of change only within this one year. I had the feeling that i had done a lot in this year compare to what i had done since Primary 1 till secondary 4. In just this 1 year i find that I am living to my fullest... maybe a bit too much... As my Mum had once told me this, she see me as an working adult like more busy then my dad. However at time where i bring back some "document" where the letter and the file is like full of data she would be like WOW or something towards that...

So at times I do wonder, should i slow down my pace and enjoy life? personally i find that i am enjoying life in this fast pace :P i do look around and look back like i am doing know... :)

15 is a special number for me since i notice a few dates, my birthday 15/08, my ex 15/12, nata 15/12, joel toh 15/05, those who are in the 15 are great :) haha that why i kept 15 of each month to do my reflection :)

Best Wishes

Shi Chang the 15

There are hidden message in this post...

Maths Lover!!!

2009-10-13T20:21:00.002+08:00

All Math Lover who like to solve maths question please try the following question :)

If you are Sec 1 and above yet do not know how to solve... Refer to the bottom...

6 friends decided to rent computers from 2pm to 4.30pm. While 4 of them were playing, the other two would watch. If the cycle continues, and each of them played for equal number of minutes, how many minutes will each person get to play? Ans: 100 minutes

Mei and Lin were in a bicycle race. Mei was travelling at a constant speed of 20km/hr and they both did not change their speed. When Lin completed half the race, Mei was 3.5km ahead. Mei completed the race at 10.45am. What time did Lin complete the race? Ans: 11.06am

Sally baked some cookies to sell. 3/4 of them were chocolate cookies and the remaining were almond cookies. After she sold 5/6 of chocolate cookies and 210 almond cookies, she had 1/5 of the cookies left. How many cookies did she sell? Ans: 960

Jim bought some chocolates and gave half of it to Ken. Ken bought some sweets and gave half of it to Jim. Jim ate 12 sweets and Ken ate 18 chocolates. The ratio of Jim's sweets to chocolates became 1 : 7 and the ratio of Ken's sweets to chocolates became 1:4. How many sweets did Ken buy?. Ans: 68 sweets

Curry puff shop sells puffs at $0.80 each. Offer:Buy 3 get 4th half price. If customer has $50, how many puffs can he buy if he buys as many as he can. Ans: 71 puff

String of 2 big balloons is 90cm
String of 5 small balloons is is 1.2m
If both strings are of the same length, there would be 105 more small balloons than the big balloons. How many balloons are there altogether? Ans: 345

The Above are PSLE 2009 Question :p hope there is no copy right :p If there are please refer to www.google.com and search PSLE 2009 Maths Question and u will find more :P haha [Highlight the back of the question for answer, they are in white :)]

蘋果最後的一次

2009-10-13T11:22:00.002+08:00

Alright people got to apologize for my non-chinese friends who are reading the blog, cos the following words is copied form a link from my friend hence i dun have the translation if there are any kind soul like to translate for me please tell me :) there goes:

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在失去一些東西之前一秒﹐

在事情不能挽回之前一秒﹐

在再不會有以後之前一秒﹐

很多人﹐都會懇求一個「最後的一次」。

好讓以後能珍惜回味在腦中重播....
最後的一次見面﹐

最後的一次擁抱﹐

最後的一次吻別﹐

最後想說的話﹐

最後想見的人﹐

最後想做的事...

可是...

你可以決定什麼時候死嗎﹖

你可以左右感覺的離開嗎﹖

你可以停住分手的時針嗎﹖
不能吧﹖

因為在你想的時候﹐全世界已踏入了下一秒。
那還要求什麼最後一次﹖

告訴你﹐上一次已是最後的一次了﹐不懂珍惜的是你自己。

腐壞了的蘋果﹐你若是硬要吃多一口﹐是會拉肚子的。

錯的是蘋果嗎﹖

錯的是沒有盡快把它吃完的人

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That the story :) hope your enjoyed it and dun let the apple rot away :) cos it would be the last of the apple...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

update II

2009-10-12T02:12:00.002+08:00

Alright 9days since i last updated...

let me think from 3rd Oct... what happen? hmmm... that night after my post i got to keep it a secret within the PC :P haha ok next :p

5th Oct

I finally had the chance to go on an outing with my bros, Sy and Ck, got to thz Ck for the Treat :p next shall be my treat (after i got another job). Abit more information of the outing we went to City Hall area to have dinner, went to some jap restaurant to eat, do not really like their service neither is the food THAT good :p some still can make it but not the SOFT SHELL CRAB!!! :S but i really got to thank my bro but not the restaurant :p

6th Oct

I guess i am sick that day :S or should i say not recover from slight fever since Sunday[4th Oct]

spent my day resting then went to give tuition to one of my kid who is taking PSLE the next day.

7th Oct

More tuition & also when to TP for the Jap Student Culture Exchange...

During the exchange other then seeing pretty girls from jap :p i got to know afew new Japanese friends :) and they have WONDERFUL English :) [do not really understand them but i guess to them my English is also not that good :p]

8th Oct

Went off to Sentosa with the Japanese friends however the weather is like BAD, rain like mad before i went out. and to make thing worse it is almost like impossible to do anything at the starting of the day. Thank god that the weather is good when we are there :p haha... Did nothing much other then visiting the Underwater World - my First time there actually :p but nothing really since interesting to me, or is it just me not feeling very good? Then walk around doing nothing much other then sight seeing. We headed to the Dolphin lagoon to watch the pink dolphin show, i enjoy it much but the mood was not fit up by then also. After that had dinner at Astron (hope i got the spelling right) and sent the jap friend back to their hotel by 10pm, btw we went Suntec to walk around but let not talk about it.

9th Oct

Once again went out with the Japanese friends, their last day of stay in Singapore. Meeting them at Orchard road, so was like there bring them to Bugis then back to Orchard road... bit noobshit but that is what we do, other then the food that we ate there.. And thing at time as AMAZE me how the jap behave with durian :P

10th Oct

When to APEC training, meet alot of people who are in TP but do not have a chance to talk to :p but well i got the chance that day :) And cannot really wait for the event to come. look really interesting and excited for it guess it because i get to meet the CEO :p wanna learn from them somehow :) after that went for VIC meeting and ended up around 9+ and went ZZZ ;p

11th OCT

which is 2h 33min ago :P woke up at 2pm and wash up and went to give tuition then after that went back home to sleep then woke up and now blogging but i guess i will be back to sleep soon :P

OK great that is all i have for my updates since my bro sy is there asking why no updates :p haha and bro ps not able to be there to help you when u need me [carrying the TV]...

Stay in Art Space

2009-10-03T00:23:00.003+08:00

Today is my first time sleeping in TP's Art Space... doing a show, so is a camp for EOC, so in the afternoon did patching and others... quite cool where i find it fun and enjoyable :p.

Guess that all tml got to wake up at 6+am :S

Proposal for A Badminton Course

2009-09-27T22:35:00.002+08:00

Alright it had being a long time since i blog [6days?]

I am doing up a proposal to run a badminton course which i got to do and want to do to pass of my badges... Anyway while i am looking for source on how to do up a syllabus i come across something very nice... Do read the following by By Richard Leblanc, York University, Ontario...

Enjoy them... while i back to do my proposal :p

One. Good teaching is as much about passion as it is about reason. It's about not only motivating students to learn, but teaching them how to learn, and doing so in a manner that is relevant, meaningful, and memorable. It's about caring for your craft, having a passion for it, and conveying that passion to everyone, most importantly to your students.

Two. Good teaching is about substance and treating students as consumers of knowledge. It's about doing your best to keep on top of your field, reading sources, inside and outside of your areas of expertise, and being at the leading edge as often as possible. But knowledge is not confined to scholarly journals. Good teaching is also about bridging the gap between theory and practice. It's about leaving the ivory tower and immersing oneself in the field, talking to, consulting with, and assisting practitioners, and liaisoning with their communities.

Three. Good teaching is about listening, questioning, being responsive, and remembering that each student and class is different. It's about eliciting responses and developing the oral communication skills of the quiet students. It's about pushing students to excel; at the same time, it's about being human, respecting others, and being professional at all times.

Four. Good teaching is about not always having a fixed agenda and being rigid, but being flexible, fluid, experimenting, and having the confidence to react and adjust to changing circumstances. It's about getting only 10 percent of what you wanted to do in a class done and still feeling good. It's about deviating from the course syllabus or lecture schedule easily when there is more and better learning elsewhere. Good teaching is about the creative balance between being an authoritarian dictator on the one hand and a pushover on the other.

Five. Good teaching is also about style. Should good teaching be entertaining? You bet! Does this mean that it lacks in substance? Not a chance! Effective teaching is not about being locked with both hands glued to a podium or having your eyes fixated on a slide projector while you drone on. Good teachers work the room and every student in it. They realize that they are the conductors and the class is the orchestra. All students play different instruments and at varying proficiencies.

Six. This is very important -- good teaching is about humor. It's about being self-deprecating and not taking yourself too seriously. It's often about making innocuous jokes, mostly at your own expense, so that the ice breaks and students learn in a more relaxed atmosphere where you, like them, are human with your own share of faults and shortcomings.

Seven. Good teaching is about caring, nurturing, and developing minds and talents. It's about devoting time, often invisible, to every student. It's also about the thankless hours of grading, designing or redesigning courses, and preparing materials to still further enhance instruction.

Eight. Good teaching is supported by strong and visionary leadership, and very tangible institutional support -- resources, personnel, and funds. Good teaching is continually reinforced by an overarching vision that transcends the entire organization -- from full professors to part-time instructors -- and is reflected in what is said, but more importantly by what is done.

Nine. Good teaching is about mentoring between senior and junior faculty, teamwork, and being recognized and promoted by one's peers. Effective teaching should also be rewarded, and poor teaching needs to be remediated through training and development programs.

Ten. At the end of the day, good teaching is about having fun, experiencing pleasure and intrinsic rewards ... like locking eyes with a student in the back row and seeing the synapses and neurons connecting, thoughts being formed, the person becoming better, and a smile cracking across a face as learning all of a sudden happens. Good teachers practice their craft not for the money or because they have to, but because they truly enjoy it and because they want to. Good teachers couldn't imagine doing anything else.

Painter

2009-09-21T01:38:00.002+08:00

YO YO YO!!!

Just Painted finish my living room, and it stink!!! =.= so NOT going to stay there :p Worse thing is only living room... next week end my room if not my parent's room =.= OMG man!!!...

Ok i am ending here got alots of work to do =.=

and btw to shiyi, When you and CK free? we can meet up slack at someone's house la :p

btw also for shiyi :p haha , ck is working at xin wang which is at city hall there one... think that why he busy...

Best Wishes

Ah Chang ;0

Yes or No?

2009-09-18T23:49:00.003+08:00

Got an invitiation for public speaking but IIT, Where there are going to have chance to do presentation to students/teachers/public/VIPs...

I am interested in it, however do i have the committment for it?... being frank here i do not have time for that due to my poor mangament in time. But then there are always alot of saying... If u want it, there is nothing that is call impossible... everything will work out somehow. but that some how will be rought, so i got to prepare for it...

wander how i will fare in all the things i do...

O ya i am looking for helpper or should i say people who are free on the 25th september 09 5pm-10pm to help out in "Mid Autumn Fiesta" job scope is helping elderly and also carry somethings for them that all :) it is easy and you will be able to get Seal Point for TP students, and for Secondary Student you can get 5hours of CIP hours :) do hit 100hrs for the Sec student so your can easily max your service :)

More infor email me at alex.sc.999@gmail.com, DO ASK wat you want to know... If not you can add me at Alexloh.s.c@hotmail.com [MSN] to ask me on it but do tell me who are u first :)

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

Aftermath

2009-09-18T01:28:00.002+08:00

Today had lots of meeting... and i suddenly got alot of new view on my ventures...

Everyday since to have things to learn from my ventures :)

Alright for the ventures like your say that i had not being with your for much, but like to tell your i have my things to do, all of us have. So mine is not an excuse if i am going to use it. Cos different people can settle alots of different matter at different pace.

Like Sir Justin say, each of us have different way of expressing ourself, i am shy when it come to personal matter, i am not the type that will go and talk something personal just like that. There are times where i want to talk about it, but none of your are listening at times when i am looking for your, your are with your the other half... Thought your say i am thick skin, i do know and will do my best not to disturb your lovely time together... and dun tell me it is nvm one. cos being a relationship before i hate it when people disturb...

Perhaps i am those that put others first before me. that why i always thinks of others before myself...

each person have 24 hours for themselves so i believe if Sir justin, Mr Khan able to handle all those many things they got to do, WHY CAN'T I? that is wat i always have in mind... If other people can do it, Why not us?

that all i going to share...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang...

Late Happening

2009-09-17T02:16:00.003+08:00

Alright forgotten wat i wanted to post le :p haha

but just wanna post something ...

Let see wat happen today? first went to school [es] for badminton started it then went to the scout area for a short meeting then meet up with some teacher for some matter :S then went to dismiss the badminton boys and girls :P haha now i got to make arrangement for a badminton matches :p if Mdm Zhang allow ex students to be back :p...

after that went to the Tampines East CC for Percussion disscussion :) well, dun really get wat is going on.... other then my dearest Venture do disturb Siying and aloy :P who happen to be at 201 mac, guess they are dating? OPS haha but the thing is i dun see them there... hmmm... my eyes... :P haha

Well after that went to drink abit and then went home with fish wallet =.= which cause me to miss my bus :p haha

This part i really HATE myself for doing it... Once again this should be the 5th time i forgotten to bring my KEY out. And got to wake my parent up because of it... HATE it man... people sleep untill so nice i go wake them up... haiz.. emo le... :p O well... got to get over it fast...

That it for the night :)

昌哥？

Happy happy :p

2009-09-15T23:20:00.003+08:00

ok got my belated birthday present ;S which is a pencil box :) well guess time to change that 4years old pencil box of mine :)

Anyway got something to share... which is there is one dairy that i keep and do write about my personally life in my room. Today there the 1st person read it :p haha well emo thing is i mean that for my Potential gf to read but well guess it will only be a sad thing for my next gf haha :P

ok that all i am sharing and i am dead tired... think i am exhausted

Best Wishes...

仕昌，

GPA

2009-09-11T01:55:00.001+08:00

Just got to know my GPA... it is 3.81 :p hopfully it will remain there :P or get higher :)

O YEAH YEAH O YEAH YEAH

2009-09-11T01:08:00.003+08:00

Result is out, I am emo about it at first but dam happy after i got the 2nd sms :p haha

1st sms is this;

CMSK = A

CARC =A

WDS = B+

PRSP = DISTINCTION

FBIS =B+

CMATHS1 =A

APEL1 = PASS

RESULT = GS [i have no idea wat it mean for GS??? if anyone know please tell me]

GPA = update in the next post cos i dunno yet :p

That my result which i am rather EMO about it lo [thinking i am not the top 10% to get the DIP+]

then there come my 2nd SMS [around 12 midnight cos my phone was flat :P] I AM SO HAPPY ABOUT MY RESULT!!!

Cos i am in the top 10% for my cohort!!! which mean i can take the DIP + :)

GOD DAM HAPPY!

BEST WISHES

Shi Chang, The FEAKING happy one!!!

Pass 1 week

2009-09-08T01:36:00.002+08:00

Ok i had not been posting lately due to my commitment in Oneida Venture Unit and YEC matter :p

Let me think i had used 2 weekend to finish the following matter

1. BGM

2. Camp Fire

3. Venture Cord Hike

it is like CRAZY!!! haha :p

my BGM is 2 week ago that sat :p then next is camp fire [thought i am not phyiscally there] i had help out in the liased wise and also part of the arragment wise. Lastly My Venture Cord Hike, from this i had learn that i am NOT liking the EXPRESSWAY!!! -.- back track 2time due to the express way... i am so going to explore singapore around le.

I am in search of people who wanna walk from some where in the west side of Singapore back to the east side of Singapore :) at most 40km only :) i think haha within a day with light packing [just bit of food and that all :)] if there are people interested do tell me :) haha

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, the Crazy one ^v^ ...

Myself

2009-08-30T00:59:00.002+08:00

This is a reflection aka follow up for my chat with Justin, on priority.

Where there are time for the Family, Studys, Ventures, YEC and also Myself. But after many time i would be putting myself as the last. I find that i am a Severn leader when it comes to me and my firends. I would do all the shit and ensure that they done their part and i would do the cleaning of shit for them which at time I dun mind. But i would not make the same mistake...

Well It is just that I had decided that-putting family and my study aside- Venture shall be wat is more dear to me, cos of the people and the things that i learn from there and as well the activities. then follow by the CC. However to me, Venture took the higher prioprity, but when it come to which benfit i would pick the one that have more benfit me more in some way.

To me i have give up alot of "myself" be it Time or cash. where i can enjoy myself but i rather give it up for the above 2 matters.

I do wish i am on the right path...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

Ubin Reece

2009-08-26T19:53:00.002+08:00

Today in the morning went to Ubin With Hill to Reece the area for the Venture Retreat. Found few good area for camping, and also way to find sources.

We had our time there, good view, good walk, bad mosquito :( haha kanna bite till crazy :S

Other then that the rest is ok, however got to edit my plan for the it.

That all i guess... guess the set a fire part can keep it down :P haha :P

Best Wishes

罗仕昌。。

CARC

2009-08-25T21:01:00.003+08:00

Let me post something DAM STUPID THAT I HAD DONE!!!!!

Today during my CARC, I brought calculator with me to school. BUT I FORGET TO USE IT DURING MY EXAM!!!! WTF!!! this is like DUMB!!! =.= cause me to do all my math calculation 4(1024^3) like working? wtf man -.-...

that all for this post...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

300+ Post :S

2009-08-24T21:48:00.003+08:00

hmmm... after this blog had being created till now, i had hit 300 posts... since 2006? or it is 7? O well that just mean that i post more in poly :p haha see poly life so shoik :) in class can post, during lesson can post, lunch time can post, almost anywhere any time in school u can post... :P haha

Unlike my JC firends who are not able to do that :p haha

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, Dead Tired...

CMaths

2009-08-24T16:22:00.002+08:00

Just ended CMaths 1 paper, finished it within 1h, but wasted time drawing and redrawing cos i forgotten to bring my easer in :(...

ok now going to "study" CARC in like few minutes time :) after my dinner with Shaun:)

That for for the time being...

萝卜糕。。。[long time ago from one of my firend]

Weird Dreams...

2009-08-24T09:38:00.004+08:00

Just Wake up, Since laptop is on might as well blog of this weird dream I had. The image is not clear, just that someone girl is waiting for someone at the bus stop [i think to me the place look like a bus stop] after that i dunno what really happen then my phone rang =.= serious my dad called :S there goes my dream.. it was like 8+ when my dad called so i am like so tried went back to sleep, then within this 1 hour, i had this another dream of me and a group of people fighting... hmmm weird right? and in a few more minutes time i will be off to school :P so well... i shall see haha...

anyway now in a view of my own, i deceit the dream i have as the following;

1, There are someone waiting for me? hmmm i wonder?

2, The coming life i am going to have is going to do hard? alot of "fight" but there are alot of people with me.

Well that just me, if any of your got an idea of the dream [some people can like from dreams tell me 4D number de lo, RIGHT! haha] Please tell me we can talk about it haha

What is happening to you?

Please tell me why are u hurt?

At time it would be just a feeling,

you just need time as your medicines.

Good Luck...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, 螺丝

10 Believe

2009-08-23T03:23:00.002+08:00

Once again There is another things that i like to share with all, It is by Georgia Ho

Quoted

1) I believe that as long as I have faith in God, He will pull me through.

2) I believe that friends are a necessity, not something that can be thrown away.

3) I believe that hope is a vital aspect of life.

4) I believe that sometimes, things won’t go my way. But that’s fine because greater things will fall into place for me.

5) I believe that words are magical tools that help emotions stabilise.

6) I believe that stories tell more than they seem.

7) I believe that chocolates are very good anti-depressants – which is why I obsess over it.

8) I believe that it’s easy to love someone, just difficult to keep on doing so in the right way.

9) I believe that everything is a learning experience.

10) I believe that fairytales do come true.

And my extra one that I couldn't put in anywhere else:
I believe that letting go is the hardest thing to do because of the love towards a person, but sometimes, it must happen to save yourself. (As in when you absolutely cannot take it anymore. As a last straw. When you see no hope. No light. Nothing.)

Letting go of someone dear to you is hard but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn'tmean you're weak. It only means you're strong enough to let go.

There would come a time when we haveto stop loving someone...not because thatperson started hating us but because wefound out that they'd be happier if we let them go…

Quoted

I agree to some of her points but not all. however it would be how we see each point =D

got to thank her for allowing me to share her belief rather then mine own one :p haha

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, The Screw [by Wei Ying - long ago]

Night Run

2009-08-23T00:47:00.002+08:00

Just Got back home, now cooling myself down in the living room from all the heat and things :P so in this dark and cool room, do my blogging.

Had a great time just now with man, jog all the way to Pair Ris Park there, walk through the mangove area - the slience then is totally GREAT!! enjoy big time :)

Once we jogged there we rested for 15mins? then walk back to tampines to have supper :), during those time when we are walking quite a number of people sms me, bring good news and some i would consister werid news :P haha... Good news first i got my group of 4 people confirm going for the Mizuno Wave [16km] run on 13th September. Next would be that my VC hike i am able to get weasly to go with me hehe and not forgeting shu han :) thz boys [not even sure they will come and visit my blog haha] Now come the werid news, one of my firend text me asking if i wanna know who it's state... Hmmm... I was like ok... let me KPO and let the whole wide world know :p wait am I that bad? OF COS! not Know alot of people wanted to say that haha :P Just to let my It friend to know GOOD FOR YOU :) and how i supected that it will be THAT person well well like i say, i have my own source haha =) [sound like i some super spy :p] haha anyway All the best for the Couple :) have my best wishes:) anyway why i find it werid is just that why am i being told? hmmm... it is like will any one just randomly tell someone else i am attached? hmmm... maybe i will post it in my blog/fb but sms someone to tell... hmmm... werid haha :P [hope i dun get kill by IT haha]

Anyway why i am using IT so that your will not know him/her :p and in case i only put him which is like telling your who he can be :S haha :P so dun bother asking me, as look out for the newest couple around me and you will know the IT haha :P

Alright enough of IT [had my time making "FUN" of people later karma then i know haha :P]

Let me recall some DAM FUNNY thing me and my cousin was talking about while we walk back home. Talk alot but most of them -around 80% - we are like shooting Stephine [who is not there] but we can expect her reaction if she is around :S haha just like her DRIVING skills and let see her JOGGING SKILL, and lastly HER EVERYTHING? haha ok shall not talk farther if not i will really kanna from her :P haha but man is the one who started it! O wait or is it ME? ops haha

after that we went supper and blah blah blah...

Move on to wat happen sightly eariler in the morning where i went for brifing for VC and National Heritage badge, Got alot of ideas now in my head, but action plan since to be abit too late. So i dunno. got to see how.

That all for yesterday since now is like 1+am and i am suppose to meet my firend later at 9am at TP :S OMG haha :p

guess that all got to bath and then enjoy my good night sleep - say thing is will not be long ;p

Declaration of WAR?

Hmmm... Watch out for my armys,

hehe Rise Of Nation Will be back!!!

Wednesday Night you will kanna from me :)

We can have a War then :S

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, The Freaking Cazy One [By nata]

Hmmm... time to recall all the name my friends called before... haha

FBIS

2009-08-21T23:21:00.001+08:00

dun think i will score for my FBIS :S emo le... alot of spelling error that is for sure :S time to be emo le :S

Anyway got afew things on hand to do.

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

Lucky II

2009-08-21T13:43:00.002+08:00

Currently In school, in another 20mins time i will be in the Exam room, for my FBIS.

Thank-God i am in school early, cos it started to rain like 12+ after i got to school, and it had not stopped yet. To make matter worse it is getting heavier :S haha

hopefully by 4.30 the rain would stop :p at least not this big so i can go back to ESSS ;S haha :P

What do i look for in a girl?

Her Character would be the main thing :)

look yes do take into account but not that important to me :S

all girls look the same after 50years haha :P

Any way that That the girl i am looking for with character :D haha

So can your find my Ms Right? =3

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, The sleepy one...

Sleeping..

2009-08-20T12:52:00.002+08:00

After almost of 12h of sleep... i am still dun feel rechagred, meeting later and also tution... not sure i will be going off for the tution...

why... why... after the talk with Justin i am still thinking, what are my step? what are important to me? where are the time for myself? hmmm... guess i got to keep thinking =D

Study, somehow it just seen to be werid,

We learn the facts, what else do we need to do once we know the facts?

FBIS, subject with facts and get the links together , what else you want me to do?

All The Best

Shi Chang, The werid one...

Quote II

2009-08-19T22:38:00.001+08:00

"I have enough money to last me the rest of my life- unless I buy something."

~Jackie Mason

I find this quite true, All of us have enough money to last us for the rest of our life, unless we buy things...

Study?

2009-08-19T17:54:00.002+08:00

I am suppose to study now, but then how to? when to me the thing i am studying now is like learning 1+1... so simple... and like got to know the facts and flow...

Great now my turn to dunno how to study... so guess got to take my time with Shaun to stuy :) and he is a great help :) haha in one way or the other.

Back to Square One;

So i guess time to look for new target :)

Best Wishes

Shi Chang

Birthday Wishes Part II

2009-08-15T19:50:00.002+08:00

Alright today there are even more people wishes my today is really abit too much to add for who wishes me happy birthday,

There are people from FB quite alot of them, and also there are those group of people who like to wish my more then 1 time haha :P like waiman, hulbert they all haha :P over and over again...

That all, going out soon again =)

Best Wishes
Shi Chang

NoobShit Me:S

2009-08-15T19:22:00.002+08:00

Alright, Today's Frisbee Changllen is a Great Success =)

All the Credit belong to the Oneida Venture Committee and also helps from our leaders.

And also i very clever i left my laptop charger at at the den :S so will be using my desktop for awhile and only 1 word for my desktop, slow...

going out to celebrate with my dearest venture for Celebration for Firsbee and my birthday celebration, i think... and hopfully cna postphone my celebration with my bros to tml ;S and later still got to wake up at 4am =.= tired!!!

best wishes

Shi Chang, Lacking of Sleep...

Birthday Wishes

2009-08-15T02:11:00.003+08:00

First I got to thank everyone that wish me an happy birthday :)

And below are the birthday wishes date =.= incase there are people who are emo on why they are not the first :p haha

12th August
* 20 people celebrate my birthday with me [ALL MY CLASSMATE!!! C220 ROCKS man :)]

14th August
- Hulbert [first to call and give me a birthday wishes]
- Jia Le [first to sms me :)]
- Shiyi
- Shaun
- Millicent
- Siying
- Emilie

15th August
- All My Ventures [Hulbert, Karmun, Sze Ying, Jasper]
- Yee Ling
-Syakirin [1st to Wish me at Msn]

Well that all for the birthday wishes :P haha

This is just something random;

I am currently waiting for myself to cool down before i am going to bath. And i left my laptop with my charger at ESSS, so tml going back to get it =)

It Felt Great having so many firends, brother and sister to celebrate my birthday with me,

But it is also not a too good thing to have too many,

Just think of all the werid ideas they have ....

===

How I wish you are by my side now so i can thank you for giving me my flesh and blood,

For that few years that you are by myself,

Care, Dispicline, Torlerate all my nonsense.

I love You,

To my Dearest Mum who i had forgotten...

Best Wish
Shi Chang, The Birthday Boy,

Blog In Lesson III

2009-08-14T14:27:00.001+08:00

First i am addicted to blogging during lesson :P haha i think is due to the bordness that i would be just wanna do something... anyway i wanna share this SMS that i got from nata, :)

" If Today is World Stealing Day, What would you steal from me and why? Forward this to others, you'll get all werid answer but reply me first!"

That the SMS, but i am lazy to sent it out... So Now EVERYONE WHO visit my blog better tag me of wat u want to steal, u can put your name as "blank" or "theif" watever it is i want to know wat is it that i have and other want it from me...

The Cat is out of the bag,

Anyone who know the cat,

keep it from her :)

Thanks to all,

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, The Robbed...

T.T...

2009-08-14T13:35:00.002+08:00

wanna cry le la... sob sob -.- 4k gone.. sob sob =.=

haha no really that i lost money or wat... but is my mum told me that the 4D had open my NRIC number 1st PRIZE!!! but none of my family members bought it which mean not my dad or mum and i underage :P haha she was like i dun have any feeling that my number will open? i was like ok... so? but when she say buy $2, u can get 4k O.O i was like WHY!!!! sob sob

Wonder Why I am so hyper...

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, The Heartbroken one...

Blog In School I

2009-08-13T17:08:00.002+08:00

1 hour 30min more before i going off for tution... now still in school doing my "gaming session" dunno wat to play RISE or should i play TLR :p haha :P

Lets waste sometime,

Shi Chang, the Waster :P haha

Blog In Lesson II

2009-08-13T12:34:00.002+08:00

haha once again blogging during lesson or should i say EXAM :p haha having PRSP pratical test, piece of CAKE, and Doctor still say that question 4 will be very hard... all the code i think i done it within 100~150 lines. but no comment :P haha

Anyway I am Just feeling BORED!!! :S

Sad things is i not able to attend my cousin wedding :( why must he pick on my birthday and on the day my Frisbee Event is on :s

Who do I live for?

Myself or am i living for someone else?

Where are the time where i alocated for myself?

When is the last time i think of myself ?

Should I be getting selfish soon?

In term of my own time?

Best Wishes

Shi Chang, The Thinker...

Alex Loh

It finally happen...

Worried

Aleve

Quote to share

A quote

WTF Day

爱老虎油

Last Day of 2010...

Day 4

Birthday

August

7th

Another Post Just for her V

Another Post Just for her IV

Morning Hours

Sleep Talker

Another Post Just for her III

Review Session of myself - Last review till March 2010

Another Post Just for her II

Things In My Mind...

Joyful Day

Chinese New Year 2010

Scouting Name

Another Post Just for her

Accounting

Prediction

Tiredness...

Blog In Lesson VI

packed packed

Books?

Not My Day

For Hui Wen

I Love My Mum

Things that i will not lose...

Blog In Lesson V

Late Night Post II

1st Day of 2010

Late Night Post I

Aftermath

What Wrong?

Singing :)

Something not right with me...

Wedding of someone i am not close with =.=

SO HAPPY :)

Basic Financial Accounting Quiz 1 Result

Lost Lost Lost

Girl Firend Search?

THANK-YOU

LOOKING for the KIND SOUL

Busy Month

Aftermath of APEC

倒霉

Yun Jie's House Warming

你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？

HomeWork...

Going Crazy D=

Blog In Lesson IV

Waiting

Bloging before lesson? Part I

Not My Day...

Thoughts

Time table...

Reflection

Maths Lover!!!

蘋果最後的一次

Alright people got to apologize for my non-chinese friends who are reading the blog, cos the following words is copied form a link from my friend hence i dun have the translation if there are any kind soul like to translate for me please tell me :) there goes:

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在失去一些東西之前一秒﹐

在事情不能挽回之前一秒﹐

在再不會有以後之前一秒﹐

很多人﹐都會懇求一個「最後的一次」。

好讓以後能珍惜回味在腦中重播....最後的一次見面﹐

最後的一次擁抱﹐

最後的一次吻別﹐

最後想說的話﹐

最後想見的人﹐

最後想做的事...

可是...

你可以決定什麼時候死嗎﹖

好讓以後能珍惜回味在腦中重播....
最後的一次見面﹐

你可以停住分手的時針嗎﹖
不能吧﹖

因為在你想的時候﹐全世界已踏入了下一秒。
那還要求什麼最後一次﹖